Thursday 2 June 2011

A L M O S T D E S T R O Y E D ! ! ? ?

(: EYRA

hampir musnah ? ? why , why and why ? ? the story began like this . knangan itm neh jdi time bulan lepas. 19MAY11. aku tga best-2 tdo , dtglah surg girl neh . DEA ex ksygn amer . dgn banggenye DEA cte kt aku “smlam amer txt aku!” then she takes her phone and show me her inbox . WHAO ! txting hppily ! dpan aku kate len , blkg aku buad len ! benci , benci , benci ! aku bace lah semua txt amer sekilas pndg j . dlm sekilas pndg tuh , RINDU ? WTH ! aku gile tk puas hti nun amer ! aku story ah bnde ney kt memb aku . you know what ? kbykn nasehat dyurg tok aku is , “eyra ? better kau break j nun amer !” dissapointed gile aku mase tuh ! after that , memb aku surg neh menyelit and said “dulu pun DEA ade gtao aku . yg amer stil syg DEA . and DEA pun stil syg amer jgak ! dyurg just tggu time j nak together balek” hancurr hti aku time tuh ! if amer nak sgt kt DEA , ckp j lah nun aku ! tkpyh nak pendam perasaan la ): aku badmood j spnjg practice smpay balek . puas aku nges spnjg mlm pk bnde neh )’: besoknye , aku amek kputusan nak ntk break nun amer . pnjg gle aku merapuh dlm txt tuh . aku tanak dah jdi pghlang kbhagiaan urg yg aku syg . if dy bhagie nun girl len . tok ape aku stay nun dy ag ? bia ah dy bhagie nun girl yg dy syg . although aku kene tahan pedihnye hti aku neh ): txt dah delivered . aku tao amer takan reply . kedit dy dah mati . aku pun try trime hakikat yg we’re over ! )’: lepas stengah jam cntuh . fon aku bisengg ! sungguh tdk aku sangke ! amer call ? aku tk ready ag nak talk nun dy . aku souh ct jwb . then ct bgi aku balek . aku terpakse jgak lah talk nun dy . first-2 dgar amer ckp , cm tk pcaye . amer ke neh ? suare dy len mcm . amer tnye mcm-2 . aku pun jwb lah jgak mcm-2 . then amer jerit , BIE TK SYG KT DEA AH ! gile ah , tersentak aku ! amer ckp , tanak break . dy pk aku nak ke break break neh ? amer nak continue , aku ckp ade satu syrat . dy okeh j . so , kami pn bersama kembali (:
*bie ): I’m so sorry ! baby mtk maaf sgt sgt psl hrituh . baby janji takan wt ag . btw , tengs syg (: coz pertahankan hbungan ite ((: act time tuh baby pk satu j . nak bie happy nun DEA . coz baby ase cm bie still syg and nak kt DEA  . that’s why lah baby wt decision cntuh . tp lepas tgok reaction bie yg sgt memilukan hti . baru baby seda , yg baby silap . baby terlalu ikodkan perasaan sgt ): baby tk discus nun bie dulu . baby leka dgn kesahh lame bie , tk nilai pun hidup baru bie ! I’m sorry sayangg ): forgive me ? 

♥ THIEF OF MY HEART ♥


(: EYRA

29DECEMBER2010 , important date in  my life ! there is TWO important things on this date ! on this date , I’ve ended my single life . and on this date too , he celebrated his birthday ! ohh ! like you all see in my detail , his name is AMIR FARHAN . he’s the man who has been kidnap my heart ! I’m so happy with his attendance ! although our age very different . but , his attendance make my life more important ! he always make me smile , happy ! he make me laugh when I don’t even want to smile ! and sometimes , he also make me cry and worried about him ! and sometimes too , I’ll be jelous with he ! but , I don’t care about all that . because I know , that I love him so much ! if I can take the rainbow from the sky , I will write his name . then I will return back to the sky . so that everyone know , how much I’m so happy to know him ! he’s the one who completely takes my breath away ! my life is not complete without he ! :D
*dear , I just need you in my life ! everyday , I just missing you ! I can’t stop thinking about you ! and because of that , I’d know that . I love you so-so-so much ! I love you with every beat of my heart ! I love you more than you’ll ever know ! I’ll love you forever and not a day less ! <33